Memoirs of 2012

If we roll back the strands of time and reminisce what has transpired in my 2012 sojourn, this post would be pretty lengthy and it would be hard due to the kind of memory that I have.

2012 was pretty tough. I lived through my last semester of my 2nd year and 1st sem of my 3rd year. Nothing big or special really happened that I should take note. I live a mediocre almost close to boring life. If there are no people around me to spice my life, I could have been the person in 2012 who suffers drudgery.

In 2012, i gained friends and tightened bonds with old friends and also gathered a few (or more) enemies and lost some close friends. The last months of 2nd year college must have been the toughest times for me. I didn't know what caused it, it just happened.  But in the same year, i was also given the opportunity to bring these lost friends closer but not as close as before. At the end of the year, we ended up laughing together like long old friends, and i am happy with that.

My only biggest issue during the year is the coming and going of friends. When it comes to friends, it becomes a big deal and it can even hamper my study habit. That's how affected i am whenever a friend gets mad at me even for a few hours.

I don't have a love life to brag, since it's not my wish to have one at the moment. But i have a few people who made my heart thump. I dare not mention names. They are all crushes, nothing like falling for something serious. I easily forget about them, whenever i watch anime, movies and series, surf the internet and plunge into books.

In the recently surpassed year, I met and knew my other relatives better than before. I was able to show them my prowess at some things through facilitating the clan reunion. It was an exhausting and stressful event with me running to and fro, but the feeling afterwards was exhilarating due to its eventual success.

I had a few triumphs and failures in my studies. My 2nd year ended with a silver medal, but i lost a scholarship on my 1st semester of 3rd year. My studies constituted the tough part of my 2012. Sleepless nights on catching up with lessons, aching and tired hands with pages of essays, and cluttered room because of bundles of photocopied readings. Me, my books, pens, papers and laptop always have a slumber party and sleep together. Lots and lots of coffee and tea to keep me awake, i was famished during the nights of studying, yet i still find time to watch anime and movies before or after that. :D

There are loads to say, but i don't have time to spare.
Happy New Year!
Goodbye 2012, and welcome 2013. :D

Human Nature

Now, I'm not wondering why people always has to be greater than the other person. It's human nature! But i just hate how people live like that, especially those who expose this stifling human character. I too would want to be greater, more likely because i've always thought i'm lesser at all things. This is why I'm the little miss pessimist.

As for me, I wouldn't change the way i am. Whenever i come and wherever i come from, i will always be the same Kikay you know.

Political Parlance

I wanted to join our college publication, but i guess, i shouldn't. We are already advised to use political parlance, and we have to be used to it in order to understand our assigned readings and the ramblings of the teacher. I am trying my best not to be creative anymore, avoid being metaphorical, and be brief, concise, and  precise.

I may have not noticed it, but i believe i have stopped being creative and was back to being basic, transitioning into a more complex world of jargons and political parlance. Well, i still didn't reach perfection, but i really hope to get there. :)

Reunited

Though i stil have lots of pages to read, lots of things to write, lots of things to memorize, and lots of things to take care of, I really allocated this day for a an old roommate, a friend, or i like to call her my long lost sister.

We don't usually go out planned like this. It's just that we miss each other and felt the need to keep in touch. I missed talking to her. Everything something nice happens, i feel that i need to talk to her. She's the perfect listener i've ever had. :)

Well, where could we possibly be in this little city called Iloilo? Haha. The standard places are malls. So we went to SM city.

ah, before that, we ate at Jollibee and saw Jollibee! Unfortunately I only got to capture his butt.

Then, we went to SM City and tadaaaaa!!! We saw Spiderman! What a day. haha.

After strolling around SM, we went to plazuela, and to our surprise, there was a dog show, but I'd like to call it dog show-off. It was like a gathering of showing off dog owners. But it really was a beautiful sight. I am afraid of dogs, but these dogs are angels!

Too bad, the pictures weren't so nice. :(

We went to my friend Juanito's house, to get my laptop. He borrowed it this afternoon. He plans to bring it back in Sky's boarding house but since Sky wanted to see Juanito's house, I asked him if we could go. 

I didn't like to go in, since Juanito's also reluctant to let us in. Besides, I was shy. He's lolo could be somewhere in there, i didn't want to meet him. haha. He's kind of scary.

He walked us to Capt. Dads, but unluckily, it was already closed, so we just ate our dinner at Jollibee. And to my surprise, he refused to eat! ahaha. That was so unusual of him. I wasn't comfortable of course! I dont like eating while the other isn't. 

I asked Sky to sleep at our boarding house. I wanted it to be just like before. I am grabbing every opportunity now, coz this might not happen again in a long time. We would be busy, and we might forget that we still have that friend who lives faraway. . .

Laughing my heart out because of that face mask!

Color Up!

Since I am a Political Science student, I need to be formal, and I need to look presentable all the time. There are some classes where i would have to be lawyer-like! Haha.

I was thinking of buying a few make up stuff this year. Not that i actually like make up, but i guess i would have to need it in a few occasions. Besides! I am a girl. But, i guess i can't do this, coz i still have lots of priorities than that. It's superficial.

My roommate, who likes painting our faces very much, made me her piece last night. Haha. I was really hesitant at first, but with those puppy eyes flashed on me, i couldn't refuse. She has done a lot of things for me and she's one hell of a great friend! Then I decided, yeah, why the hell not? haha

taaadaaaa!!!

I wonder why

I have this friend who's always been with me ever since we stepped to college, and we've never ever been separated. There was a time that he distanced himself for the reason that he doesn't want to rely everything on me, but that wasn't for long. We were still friends until now, and we've gotten to know each other a lot better though we don't talk much about ourselves.

I know him, and i guess he knows me well too. One thing i hate about him is being too moody. There would be a time that he would ignore me for a day, act cold to me for a week for no particular reason at all! I didn't mind. I didn't care. I ignore him just as he ignores me. Why? Because, i didn't want to be a fool, trying to catch his attention and ask what's fcuking wrong. I act casual and civil, and behold, he comes back to his jolly manner again.

It's not that there is no reason he's mad at times, but maybe because I did something so petty that i myself haven't noticed, because, it's no big deal for me!

Well, i posted this one because just a hour ago, he did it again, and i found a reason why. This is just an assumption, but i guess it's this. He attempted to borrow my phone but i didn't let him. He was already clutching it but i grabbed a hold of it. Why? because i am fcuking recording what my professor rambles in class, and i don't want anyone to know it including him!

See how petty the reason was?

No turning back!

One thing that prevailed of all things this day was the hassle brought by the misfortune of having your menstruation on a first day of class, with an all-white uniform.

But never mind that, it's just one of the petty normal misfortunes of life.

I'm still not ready for school. Maybe because i have lots of animes and movies to relish, and that i'm starting to hate the complexity of my reading materials. Who would want to read a 6 or 7 sized text of a 300 hundred paged book anyway? I wouldn't really mind if i would read lots of thick books but GOSH, make the font size bigger! I also hated photocopied books because it is not really conducive for studying. But nevermind, i'll have to deal with it to pass, right?

Or maybe, I just realized that i'm not capable enough for these sorts of things. But i gotta go on, there's no turning back! I can definitely  do this!

Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's day, pang!

I texted him this, but i received no reply. Anyway, i want to write something nice about him, but I ended up deleting everything coz it sounded like bragging. I don't want to brag, that's why I'll keep it to myself and to all people who knows how great my father is. We all know that!

To all father's in the world, Happy Father's day!

Proof!

my 3rd year schedule

Scholarship form

certification! tag 30 gid!

my assessment form! 1,310 lang ginbaydan ko!

I don't have the guts to show these on facebook but in here, i have! haha. 

Boredom Overload

This could probably be the most boring day I ever had. Why? maybe because, i've had enough, coz been doing the most redundant thing i could do in my life. Wake up at ten or eleven in the morning, take a bath, eat brunch, turn on the laptop, watch a couple of movies until six or seven, eat dinner, surf the internet until 2 or 3am, then sleep, and do it all over again.

I've done this since i got back here in Iloilo. I arrived June 4, processed a four-day scholarship application, then back to this boring cycle for days, then went to school on the 13th. Luckily, we held classes on that first day. (really gave me chills, especially on debate class).

The remaining days of the week has been intended for the foundation of the university. We had no classes of course, but we went to school anyway. My purpose for going back to school was to grab a copy of the paper we're supposed to read on Advanced Grammar and Rhetorics. (which until now, i haven't read yet.)

If I haven't been fetched by friends to go to school, i would have died in boredom. Seriously. haha! Though loitering at school's a bit boring, at least you'll have someone to share that boredom! haha.

Back to Blogging!!!

I wanted to start blogging again, out of boredom, so here I am again, spilling everything I’ve got on a keyboard. It could have been nice if I’d tell, spilling out my guts on pen and paper. I tried! Haha. I took a pen, and a neat and fresh yellow pad and wrote down something about love. But well, I ended up crumpling the paper with frustration and off to the trash bin. I’d rather not talk about love coz I ended up knowing nothing about it. Not exactly nothing but my mind can’t process it in words, and write it down on paper. Maybe because I hold back some of my thoughts about it. So here I am, I end up rambling about stuff that comes into mind! Haha.

I’m starting to feel excited about blogging again, though no one reads! Haha. I’m just happy to express my thoughts on paper.