THIS Man

Love definitely is in the air. Especially today (Feb 14). But maybe, love isn't for everybody. As many people's hearts overflow with love, there are also people who weeps because of love - unrequited and impossible.

Love has various forms. Love can give you a lot of meaning. Love can give you your greatest happiness, it can also give you your greatest despair.

Being in love with someone so near yet out of your reach is the hardest. You know deep within yourself that you cannot be with him, because circumstances won't allow you. Even being with him alone even in broad daylight has implications and mindful stares. You would love being with him, and love people see you together, it's just that, you cannot let people think that way, because it would be too complicated.

You can't exhibit jealousy, because you are not in the right place. He's someone that's way out of your level, and you are way down below his. He steps on cobblestones with aristocrats yet your feet stays on dirt and mud with peasants. Someday, you will reach his level, but when that time comes, you might not feel that way anymore.

You are not on the list of the possible girls he might go out with. That's a really sad story. It's not that I look down on you, or I think about the worst possible case or pity you but it's just something that there's nothing you could do, because the words "I'm not for you and who are you" are emblazoned on his forehead.

This man, is the most difficult man to get entangled with. Once you trip over his charm, its hard to get up. He's the kind of man who beckons you to his place, and then pushes you away when your near. He's hard to understand - his actions and stares are the most mind boggling puzzles of all. It's like being stuck on an unending loop.

You know, it would even be better if you have fallen for a friend, a possibility  that he might fall in love with you is always there. Your friend - someone at your level. But you know, falling in love with this kind of man will give you headache, heart pains and a challenging life. It's unusual, it's unique. So, if I were you, enjoy whatever affection you currently feel. Give color and sparks to your boring life. He may not be yours, but I know someone better will come for you. And I reiterate, HE IS NOT FOR YOU.