Memoirs of 2012

If we roll back the strands of time and reminisce what has transpired in my 2012 sojourn, this post would be pretty lengthy and it would be hard due to the kind of memory that I have.

2012 was pretty tough. I lived through my last semester of my 2nd year and 1st sem of my 3rd year. Nothing big or special really happened that I should take note. I live a mediocre almost close to boring life. If there are no people around me to spice my life, I could have been the person in 2012 who suffers drudgery.

In 2012, i gained friends and tightened bonds with old friends and also gathered a few (or more) enemies and lost some close friends. The last months of 2nd year college must have been the toughest times for me. I didn't know what caused it, it just happened.  But in the same year, i was also given the opportunity to bring these lost friends closer but not as close as before. At the end of the year, we ended up laughing together like long old friends, and i am happy with that.

My only biggest issue during the year is the coming and going of friends. When it comes to friends, it becomes a big deal and it can even hamper my study habit. That's how affected i am whenever a friend gets mad at me even for a few hours.

I don't have a love life to brag, since it's not my wish to have one at the moment. But i have a few people who made my heart thump. I dare not mention names. They are all crushes, nothing like falling for something serious. I easily forget about them, whenever i watch anime, movies and series, surf the internet and plunge into books.

In the recently surpassed year, I met and knew my other relatives better than before. I was able to show them my prowess at some things through facilitating the clan reunion. It was an exhausting and stressful event with me running to and fro, but the feeling afterwards was exhilarating due to its eventual success.

I had a few triumphs and failures in my studies. My 2nd year ended with a silver medal, but i lost a scholarship on my 1st semester of 3rd year. My studies constituted the tough part of my 2012. Sleepless nights on catching up with lessons, aching and tired hands with pages of essays, and cluttered room because of bundles of photocopied readings. Me, my books, pens, papers and laptop always have a slumber party and sleep together. Lots and lots of coffee and tea to keep me awake, i was famished during the nights of studying, yet i still find time to watch anime and movies before or after that. :D

There are loads to say, but i don't have time to spare.
Happy New Year!
Goodbye 2012, and welcome 2013. :D

Human Nature

Now, I'm not wondering why people always has to be greater than the other person. It's human nature! But i just hate how people live like that, especially those who expose this stifling human character. I too would want to be greater, more likely because i've always thought i'm lesser at all things. This is why I'm the little miss pessimist.

As for me, I wouldn't change the way i am. Whenever i come and wherever i come from, i will always be the same Kikay you know.